Today,in the morning,I received two letters.One is from xiaocong,and the other one is zhangjie.In the first one,I learned that xiaocong had a boyfriend who she will share happyness with.and she said that ,sometimes,she have a dream that we will walk off into the sunset together,at the situation of the train station,it's supposed to her that she was a child one .she thought that she is not associate with me。I don't know how to impress my feeling now,do you know that I love you all the time ,though,you have a boyfriend now.I want ,but the lack of selfconfidence and courage lead to the bad feelings of me.I don't know how to face to you,as the best friend,or the boyfriend alone.In fact ,you are a good girl,I'm from the village and in a poor family,I have thought that I couldn't afford your feeling.For a long time,I'm ill which makes me very weak and selfconfidenceless.Xiaocong,I haven't tell you the truth because that I want you have the happyness and a seaf life all the time.
　　
　　 我以为喜欢一个人只要对她好就足够了,可是现在我才发现,一切不是这样的,因为我自己的胆小我失去了你.我现在觉得好难受,你不会懂得,当看见自己喜欢的人牵着别人的手,而她还向你介绍的那种感觉,好辛酸,好痛苦.只有自己的无奈.我知道你是那种喜欢浪漫的人,而我现在却是如此的平凡,家里又有那么多的事,我用什么去挽回你呢?
　　 或许你不会再回头,我只想让你知道,有一天你要是受到了伤害,你要记住还有一个叫大葱的男孩,他一只在关心你!
　　 今天我好伤感.