Millet and small cylinder at the primary junior high school students, junior high school after graduating from millet and later admitted into universities, three years after the Big Chill millet and small cylinder, and a small cylinder four-year junior secondary school after graduating from Reading, followed by opening of the a small company within three years when the good times and bad, and millet reunion, he is in the operating losses of the period, but the millet is still reported to have a good impression on the small cylinder, and their reunion is the mother organization of millet, millet outside the school to work During the small-cylinder have been helping mom and dad millet home to take care of the farm belonging to the kind of romantic and honest class of boys, compared with millet big four, they get along when I am happy, because the small-cylinder has been inclusive of all the millet, to millet feel like a princess in the kind of care have been in every possible way! 　　Peas are another boy, millet know him, did not know that they would like him, this is an open millet's mother that she and the small cylinder Tanhunlunjia things before, Bean also said that going to marry millet, Doudou yes millet work that the city's children, Jiajing though far from abundant, but certainly can give, such as millet and a warm spring house, and he more than six years of millet large, sea-like mind, millet is to go home and the mother said Doudou thing, but referred to the front of the little tank, millet, and Bean did not choose between the small cylinder of any one person, but millet always want to get married, the time and over two years for millet millet's mother worried, millet has been grown for their age, but hurry, so she went to the 28-year-old. 　　28-year-old is determined by the minimum safety factor of millet, she decided to anyway themselves married off at this age, so she joined a friend to open the party, the party she was eight years old on a big man to attract her, color is not white but definitely clean and handsome refined in his eyes, though not glamorous but it is certainly a positive and powerful, words, a small but clear-cut and decisive definitely see a needle boots, wearing a manner one can be seen from an upper crust of the style, the house the kind of high-end luxury car figure ! 　　Millet know this great man she was eight years old, stands over a small cylinder, Peas are high, education is also high, what are high, and stood at his side to show off millet a kind of superior sense of feeling good, but he there is a very tacky name --- peanuts. 　　Peanuts, millet home with their parents see the day, millet exciting one night no sleep kept alive the excitement that the millet, peanuts, millet family, the father made, see what he meant is to let two people get married, but she always felt is not happiness, is the kind of ring to show off after being lonely, so she was melancholy, and melancholy, when Bean is about to meet again raised millet marriage two years ago, while millet millet's mother telephoned to say go back and let the millet and the small cylinder set the wedding day! 　　Millet shut phone off for a week, it did not work for a week of millet, or else Tang Chuangshang to worry about, or else non-stop turntable watch TV, or else stroll around, or else the Internet, or else, and around two closest Her friends talk a temporary situation, one loyal listener virtually no trick, everything really is, no one's feelings can not help you, to see what the lifestyle you choose, and millet that if married to a small cylinder can accompany the parents of the side, too idyllic life, carefree, but that would not be very hard? Millet do not know, she said that in fact is very impressionistic pastoral life, and away from the hustle and bustle of the city and the infighting among the, if married to peanuts, she would worry about food and clothing, full-time wife get everything handed to availability of amenities, if any time to keep fit to travel shop and so on, but she will be loved wholeheartedly to do? Only experienced a taste of them would know. Otherwise, marry Peas, in this extraordinary man lived around waiting for the love of ordinary dull day! Be millet do not know what kind of life in the end of the most liked, but she must choose --- 　　One day another one to her friend about millet to water and soil, and friends to see millet dispirited state of mind and let her shop for everyday goods to help shattered her own ideas, and later took her to Ajisen Ramen small Zuoyi Hui, and friends to help She booked an expensive ice cream, but just not the kind of millet tastes like! ! 　　Millet would like to get angry, because a friend knows her preferences were deliberately o'clock she did not like the ice cream may be the price is surprisingly expensive, a time of both good and difficult points of millet to his friends, at a time when she was about to throw away the spoon, ice cream she herself said that a lot of words: "something really expensive is not necessarily their favorite, as the ice cream and your favorite happens is not expensive, you see, I love the way Mala Tang, if the peanut ice cream, if it belongs to a small cylinder called into Mala Tang, but the ice cream and Mala Tang are non-staple food, do not you want me to choose yes Peas it? "" I do not you have so much imagination, life would have is a bowl of rice thing, flat faint is really Well! "My friends would also like to finish what is on the pull is still thinking of roaming millet walked to the door. 　　Outside, the snow, snowflakes fall from the air, leisurely and millet Bean received a telephone: "millet, the weekend my mother let you come home to eat meals, are you free?" "Well, if nothing, then I went to see you Mother. "" My mother was asked how do we like? I said, ah well! "" your mother have to ask, you did not say how, first, to say everything. " 　　Snow night, millet night slept, not cold reason, she was still able to think things rice! ! ! 　　 ------------------------ 慈悲和感恩是上帝发出的最和谐的音符，当忏悔的声音在人间游荡，勇敢是最有教养的知音，并在灵魂的深处虔诚的祈祷美德和智慧的天使重现大地，让我深深的爱慕你的容颜!

    Boys are introduced to an aunt, more than how old I am good, do not seem obvious from the appearance of old, it is really kind, and we met for the first time becomes very in tune, no aunts mentioned before meeting hears about him thing, aunt said the boy had grown up watching, and belongs to my fellow half, because my father is Shanghai educated youth, from an early age to stay close to my grandmother, parents are coming to Shanghai in 2045, and lived next door to her aunt, never not spoken to his girlfriend, and basic description are others, but without success, the family has a younger brother, two sisters, my brother has a girlfriend ready to partner with others to open a restaurant, two sisters are married to have done a housewife, Auntie means to let me go boys brother's restaurant work will not only solve the problem of accommodation to reduce the stress in their lives.
　　
　　I do not have to think too much pressure side of it, just want to have people who can care for their, and our first date because I canceled the sake of overtime work, and later did not go to work when I wanted to go home, because the think we should go and see this boy did not meet, so I hit the phone to the aunt said that I can meet to look at if I may say, no words to consider not come to Shanghai, and after all that day with their parents is the most happiness and pragmatic.
　　
　　The second time I was about the time Aunt later postponed for half an hour, aunts, rice is eaten first, meet again, so that the original idea in my mind is not acceptable, after all, a meal is not a big deal again things, think in this way will not do so if not feel owe something, do not send too much hope, so the day I met a good finishing an hour ahead of schedule after his departure, and would like to find someone where we are about to meet a restaurant to eat something, then casually stroll Zaiqu.
　　
　　After the end, despite everything, there are a lot of time to stroll, but I was half an hour in advance to a meeting place, there is also a place where I work always pass away from where I live only 10 minutes away, aunts come time, I was surprised.
　　
　　I thought the boy was and aunt together, so although I can see a place to stay long standing one, but did not feel he was a boy I would like to date boys passing on my dinner when there walking back and forth The wait for some time, but then I did not take time to stroll back there when he was a small step walked back and forth, and I can Aiming a moment, how my heart is not like it, I learned from my side, etc. for a long time, but because he certainly would not want it to go around him on the cis-step seat, but when he gave Aunt hello, I have also seen aunt, aunt could not very good eye, so the boy quietly asked whether I am When she said it is not.
　　
　　When I was in the night light in the dark to see the micro-aunt's face when prodded her, to meet the kind of feeling because the process seems strange to the familiar hustle and bustle of unusual, I Accompanied by their aunt's arm, the boy walking in the aunt's on the other side, the boy said he was delayed for half an hour of time to meet their own reason for waiting for me like half an hour early and I do not want to, I said I was early to reason is because there is no food to eat, the boy said, too cold outside where to find a place to go to Metro drink tea and I say yes.
　　
　　Still did not catch the boy's aunt, we entered the subway when the aunt always look at sidewalk stands on the gadgets, as well as inside the store also attracted the interest of the aunt, aunts, blame the boys to go a little quickly, I said it was a boy would like to go to drink tea, when approaching aunt knew the meaning of the boy.
　　
　　We entered a drinks can also be a place to eat, I order a cup of tea roses, aunts, and boys are black tea, taste really good, I and my boys to sit face to face, the aunt was sitting beside me, I looked very ill at ease may be specific circumstances of the particular person I feel very good boy, aunt Liaolehenduo between us things to play with everyone, such as swimming, shopping and so on and so forth movement, then let the boy after his brother let me shop to help things, but also left me his phone.
　　
　　Later, go to my aunt to see a place to live, I think there is no can not go any particular place, even after the fragmentation friends is also possible, because I think to go the Rose finished his milk in one breath, the boy asked me how quickly I also did not respond when the aunt was simply not to drink because of the color of tea, like wine, so drunk aunt joked that if the words of a man let her go back to Fu Fu side.
　　
　　To the place where I live a bit embarrassing, after all, living with a friend a few are particularly good friends, and to see me and asked me to bring friends back, when I do not know how to answer the basic prevaricate with, there is no topic, one would living with friends were also returned. Later, between the boys and I seemed to have some kind of wrong, the whole feeling of unusual cold, aunt to see that conditions are not good flew too late to leave, I sent them downstairs, followed by separation of the boy came up to me when the edge of referring to the next second contact.
　　
　　We met a total of four times, each time is very deliberate, since the first time aunt afterwards we are to meet separately, and aunt said let me not to worry, what if things can be and she said, I said yes, the first the second is a boy then I work, we had an appointment to meet, but since I work so late in the interim there are things that go to the station, when boy meet me, meet me before playing several phone meetings, or when feeling good, We Zouliaohenjiu He took me to the hotel near his home to eat something, I said I liked to eat Mala Tang, so eat it, and eat well, after he did not send me back upstairs to go home.
　　
　　The third time is to Internet cafes, we have an appointment online, but because the work is still a matter of time again so long overdue, but also He went on to me, but because I and many friends, so he came when I felt a little bit strange feeling, not knowing what is wrong, perhaps I should not have let him in my time when there are so many friends to meet, after all, and he knew the time was too short, I clearly felt that he could drive that took me to go scenario is particularly strange, one night, my head are particularly pain, as if something has been lost feeling. We went to eat Mala Tang's, where, after eating a bowl of rice, he drove me to go I want to go to internet cafes, as well as to accompany me, I am playing online games in a night's worth of works, basically did not speak to him, I used the tape music ear vein to cover the ears, the boy looked at the edge of the computer movie, a boy under the net, send me to the dormitory door on the back, and I hurried on the floor. Last time we met because of a good friend and boyfriend living with appointments, I find it very boring, plus the boy said that the offer I went to see movies, but I have no time, so the message to the boys can go to the movies thing.
　　
　　We are a small cinema to see the film, is Feng Xiaogang film, the feeling is very good, I might not result in a neutral state, he is neutral, we are sitting are particularly neat, from scratch to the end did not say anything, in the middle Let my work colleague an SMS text message then a hair over, one would say would say go to a cancellation, anyway, I thought they were together playing me, one time I was a bit annoyed, do not directly say that, and one did not promised, finally received a friend's phone, I said I have something for a contact phone just hung the movie is over.
　　
　　Came out I got on the second bathroom, followed by non-stop to a friend called, but the other side is always busy either the shutdown, said the boy had sent me walking back, he thought it was my roommate did not say why the car phone No oil directly to drive me back.
　　
　　Appointments so that the end after the fourth meeting, and I say that because the message to the boys busy, empty, then re-link the work of Busy or not, he said, but still want to relax, I did not go back to his message, nor do not know, and his development, despite the feeling that he is a very reliable and a boy, but still think it is not very suitable for me, and maybe again and so on, love will come! ! !
　　

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我经受着向你迈进的孤单，跨入天堂的第一个门槛，满身心的伤被魔鬼发现，他们伸出无数双手拉我向地狱靠近，于是我的身体和我的灵魂开始局部死亡慢慢消散，并继而获取了新的机体和心脏。