It has been a long time that I havt updated my space. Suddenly my thought becomes blank and blocked. It seems that nothing to write. Indeed it has happened a lot of things recently. But I just don’t want to elaborate more. I dunt know what the hell I am doing. Day by day or day after day, there is nothing changed in my life.
　　What am I really doing？and what should I suppose to do ?
　　I just like an aimless child walking in the prairie hoping someone can lead my way.
　　My cloth style changes gradually and dramatically. I start to wear shorter and lower, and some ppl at times will say I have nice legs. And I note that I start to have grandiose ideas as well. Joking with the friends and the colleagues is really make mi feel that my life still alive.
　　Am I more mature? Am I more gentle and soft? Am I more and more outgoing? Am I just pretending? One thing I am sure is that my innermost being, I am still introvert. And I even doubt whether I have multiple personality disorder? From the way I present myself, nobody will say I am feeling depressed. The impression I give to ppl is that I am pistachio nut, fun to with! However , I also doubt what I really think abt!
　　Today is nurse’s day! It was quiet busy in the ward. I just give a glance only. I am not so interested about that. I am the permanent out gongdu for the lucky draw. If one day goes to mi , the sky will fall down. Haha
　　Times really flies, my youngest cousin’s wife is going to give birth, the other cousin plan to get married. My gosh, sian ar, what to do, just comfort my mum. One of the colleague said let mum talked to the great wall of china,haha! She will feel that she is talking to a early demented daughter, xixi
　　I did take some photo with the happening or the non-happening ppl, but all in other’s camera.
　　tonite i will go to club with my colleagues. it is the first time. it makes mi crazy but not regret since joined the ward.just wonder if i really drunk,what will i react myself that has been supressed for a long time. tearful+++ haha
　　Am I the lucky one? Some times I am, however in some scenario, I am really not! I believe there is a price for everything !